Ever
wondered and looked back on the memories that made you smile?? the funny moments,
the reminiscence of loved ones, the moments of triumph or significant learning
that life taught you in the past. What name will you give to these invaluable moments???
I call them awe moments!!!
Everyone
on this planet has his own share of awe moments.
On
asking a friend what her awe moment was, she cited, it was getting married to
her sweetheart , who; she knew for last thirteen years (wow!!! What a blissful life!!!)
For
another friend, it was, when she cleared the competitive exams she was
preparing for long, and getting her job based on that exam.
For
my 8-year-old niece, it was healing wound of an injured sparrow she found on
their garage, and arranging seed and water for the bird. (What a kind and sweet
gesture for an eight-year-old)!!!
Well,
for me, regardless of giving umpteen attempts for competitive exams (you can
find my name on a golden book of records for giving maximum number of exams J (pun intended!!) though I cleared the few
exams but never got something that I wanted at that point of time.
Neither
did I get lucky to find that “two bodies, one soul, that’s how love goes” love.
And
as a kid, lifting a small puppy would give me a scare. Holding an injured
sparrow was out of question.
I
pondered and pondered what could be my awe moments and on contemplating and
pressing the reminiscence of the past button. I realized I too had my own portion
of awe moments and as a matter of fact I had many.
Everybody
has a unique experience of riding a two-wheeler for the first time, or any other
vehicle for that matter. It was the year 2015; 4 years of daily commute to work
made me tired. So, I decided to buy ACTIVA (an apt term for every Indian home)
as I did not differ from any other hipsters.
And finally I got it, it was
white in colour. I was someone who had never tried a bicycle and riding a scooty on my own
was as difficult as nailing jelly to tree, so , I needed someone who can help me to balance scooty
for at least first few days .
Now the learning becomes more challenging when
none other than your own sibling(who is your age and whose weight is almost
double your weight ) is riding pillion for the sake of balancing scooty and
giving you few tips on safe riding .
.so, we were on the middle of the road ,
seemed more like two drunkards, twisting the scooty, right than left and left
than right , though that was funny but I wasn’t liking it one bit . At that
point I started chanting in my head, I can do it! I can do it! Whoa!! Within a
second I did it, my brother set handles free, now I was riding on my own, I felt
exhilarated. I was seeking validation from my inner self and I got it. That moment,
that happiness for the fleeting instant was my Awe Moment ☺
And
the second instance goes like this:
I
was never a studious kid and hence I never felt how it feels when you achieve something
as big as securing a seat in a premedical test. It was 1st August
2000. I vividly remember as it was the first day of the school after two months
of summer vacation. I dragged myself out of the bed and ineptly made my way to the washroom.
. Our phone rings at 6:00 am. We were living in the era
of cordless phones, then. My dad was standing in the middle of the lobby. I heard
him saying thank you!, thank you! Repeatedly to the uncle on the other side of
the phone. There was a sense of pride, ecstasy and deep satisfaction in my
dad’s voice, and he was beside himself with happiness. She made it!!! those were my
dad’s words, my sister made it to premedical test, and she bagged 26th
rank in the state.
We jumped out of joy. We were crying, hugging, smiling all the
emotions came together. We surrounded our dad (like a football team surrounds
its captain after defeating the highest winning team). While writing it, I am
reliving those beautiful moments. And it’s definitely the most memorable awe moment of my
life.
It
is said that your elder siblings have greater influence in how you shape your
career and lead your life, and that’s evidently true in my case. No matter how
big or small you achieve , there are always a set of people in your life ,who
are there to lift your morale or keep you grounded in case you forget your
roots.
It is gr8 lovin it
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DeleteFabulous... Puraney din taaza ho gaye... Sis u r the best person... In ur company i always learn something new... God Bless U... Bhagwan tumharey sarey sapne sach karey... I always wish...
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ReplyDeleteBeautiful craft of your old memories Vanu!!! Keep writing
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